Nice to c you in May...

Haizz...very fast hor. Now is oledi May liao. Just for some time we are goin' to sit 4 P.M.R....... argh! Don like this feel. ok, got something 2 tell u all. just to share my feelings wif you, and if can don't tell it 2 others, ok? thanks. Actually is nothing to say about that la, just feeling not happy. If they don like me, or even hate me, just tell me la! I will not follow them or do anything to them some more.They just like nothing happen, but just they talk among themselves only. But what about me? They don't think about people's feeling, just do what they like. And then say they have no friends la, nobody understands them la...something like that~~Just, don understand. They always say that they don't like someone in the class, but they will think for him/her first before arranging the works among the group. And me? haizz! No work! Just rest, and no need to do anything. Is that I want? About that I've already try my best in my whole life until now to stay for it. And hor, what I wonder about did they ever thinkthat I'm their friend is, they never tell me something. They just talk and talk, and if I don't ask, they will never tell me something.

Got something to ask you all. Do you ever tried that someone didn't talk to you almost 4 the whole day, just because something that was not causing by you? Yes, I just tried this the day while i was blogging now. And, this is not the first time , you know? Fortunately, I am not only have this ( don say how many la,guest urself lo~) friend/friends la, so i can still talk to the other friends lo...Think that i will die arh, if don't talk to u!

p/s : if unfortunately u are reading this and knowing that i'm talking about u, don't angry la,
because blog is my diary online. Anything that I feel that I need to share to people then I
will tell. Thanks to my god, i have blog. If not I may have to keep it in my heart until I die.
One more time, sorry for YOU la!!

Urghh..my results ahh~~

Haizz again...sorry for this repeated opening...really sad arhh!!!Because during I'm in the hospital, my exam results came out liao...and my friend said i got very bad results...u want to know? ok. BM-B..BI-ok la, still get 90...BC-haizzz..the worst!-C....SN-this one oso not good..-only B!!!!My friend said that my Science got many easy de I wrong...she plus some more: maybe is because you( I )are not feeling well during exams gua~So the results are bad...woohohoo...Only this i noe la..I really don want to know the coming results..very scared to give my parents for a look...especially me maths and Science arhhh!!!T.T

At hOmE nOw.....

Haizz...at last I reach home liao...I was in the hospital since last Thursday midnight, coz I had demam denggi leh...I was sent in the wad at 1 a.m. on Thursday,and during that tme I really feel scared u know?! Because when I went in the wad, it was midnight, and so the whole wad is quite dark and very quiet...And my bed is some more at the behind...yeeks!But the next day, I had changed my place from the 9th bed to the 1st bed,the nurse said like this they can watch me better worr~And after I became stable, they changed my place again to a room. I really like the room...Because it has toilet inside, and i don need to walk for so long time to go to toilet( don't you 4get, my place was the 1st bed b4 I changed to the room...), and the room is cooler, and more quiet than in front, bcoz all the visitors in the wad have to go through me 1st, and the television in front there was very noisy u know?! They switched on it at 6 a.m every morning, ang closed it at 11 p.m.!!But the tv is not opened 4 the whole day la...Although during in hospital I missed my home very much, but now I just missed my bed in the wad very much~~What am I doing har?At here I want to thank my friends that got visit me when I'm in wad..Thanks a lot ya! ^_^ But those that do not go n c me oso never mind la, I will not angry la~hehe...everyone got miss me ma?

hAte hIMMMMM!!!

Really, really, really sad. Can you understand my feel? My heart is already cold, and I cannot afford hurts any more...If can, I want to know how many days had I spent on him before today...Just think what a stupid or foolish am I! I was the only person who do all the things for him, and he didn't thank me, or just write more to me when replying my sms, only this also I will feel very happy for that day liao. Am I wrong? I just want to get some warm from him, and he just read my message and that's all. Last time, when his burbday was coming, 2 days b4 his birthdayI have started thinking what should I send to him to show that I'm just remember all about him. And when the day came, I woke up at 7 a.m, 7 a.m you know! And that day was a holiday leh! You can ask people who know me very much. During holidays, I will never never wake up so early at least 8.30 a.m. But, I woke up for him, just to send him the message I've think for so long time,and also be the first person that wish him happy birthday on that day...
But, all I get was only thank you.That's all.Can you feel my disappoint on that moment?Maybe, I don't have the chance to complaint, because, all of this is my own choice,isn't it?

2day XiEn loHH~~

Today so unfair loh...my school 2day got organise something like the praying contest lah, then all of the Malays can wear beautiful clothes to school. And...the Chinese and Indians?Yeah,I also feel bored when thought to here...about the Indians leh..I am not very sure, but all of us, the Chinese have to go to A makmal (for lower secondary de, but I 4got the name liao)and makmal kimia(for the higher secondary). Before that, my friends and I are at A makmal de, but the Form 1 and 2 de students are too many and the Form 3 de are not too many, so the teacher asked the Form 3 students go to the makmal kimia with the Form 4, 5 and 6. Haizz..u know wat we do there??? >>>We watched cartoons, and a dog movie.The cartoon=Kung Fu Panda, how boring it is, then no need to talk too much la, but I like the dog movie very very very much lehhh~~~The movie's name is Beverly Hills Chiwawa, and it's about how's an American Chiwawa's adventure in Mexico when getting lost with its dog-keeper when they're in a Mexico trip. The dog is soooo cute that I have an idea to rush to the pet shop and buy a Chiwawa to keep as pet leh..my friend also kidding to me lah, she asked me to throw away the four dogs in my house and keep a Chiwawa also..hehe..how dare she is horr...hehe..no lah~after I watch the movie, I promised to myself that I must be take good care of all my doggies..yoohoo~~doggie..^_^

i NeeD frEndZZ pls...

Haizz..I found that no matter where I go, just nobody wants to talk with me first.Everytime also I talk to them first de.I know maybe i'm a bit gila gila lah...but this always brings me a very uncomfortable feel leh~~ Then after I cannot bear it liao then I crush it here lo...Maybe I can never be one of them loh...they always 2gether and don bother me de, even though I'm just behind or just beside them! They just keep talking and talking among themselves and let me walking alone beside them. Today oso ma,becos today the same thing happens again then I cannot tahan oledi and so now I write mah~~I also scared that they wil know that i'm talking about themselves, but I just cannot bear this kind of things happen, even for just one more time!
So, if you know that I'm talking about you, please just be a little bit more, just a little bit kind and care for me, ok? Although sometime I will be a bit rude to you , it's just because I'm unhappy or nobody talked with me on that day. It's not that I don't like you ,ok?

hAppY bUrbDaY lorrr...

Haiyo don't ask who is the person la...But I know the person la...And the person's burbday is coming liao..but I don't have money to buy something for the person( I'm very poor de eh..u dono meh~~hehe)....so...just give the person a very very very true( ikhlas lah) de greeting loh...XP Wei!The person!When you receive my greeting please greet me back when my birthday is coming also oh!!! Hahaha..ok la, happy birthday lah~~