真不知道今天怎么了~~

唉，今天心情很不好！连我自己也不知道为什么会这样。一大清早就恍恍惚惚的，还被掉下来剪刀打到脚流血~~呜呜。然后型号今天就差不多一整天都在上网，这个是我比较开心的事。旧学校悠悠举办书展。原本是计划好要去的，结果坏脾气又发作，小妹好心来问问我要不要去，结果我的脾气无缘无故就上来了，结果因为我又去不成了！明明就有参考书要买，而且是很需要的那种，结果又买不成了。有时候我还真不了解自己的心里究竟在想什么！所以我才在自我介绍那里写自己很情绪化嘛！所以我朋友很少很少就是这样。那些一直把我党朋友的你们，只能说一声：你们真是很有度量啊！糟糕，脾气又上来了，请容我发泄一下哦，别见怪。镇的是忍无可忍了。
啊！很生气啊今天！！！连我自己也不懂原因的脾气~~

马六甲之旅

昨天我不是写说要去马六甲吗？现在回来了，想要写一些关于昨天的事情。昨天呢，我们第一站去的是历史悠久的观音亭。区到哪里，只有一个感觉：好多烟哦~~ 而且很熏！但是没办法，既然来了不是进去一下咯，当作参观参观也好嘛！庙外面坐着一个乞丐在卖纸巾，感觉他好可怜呢~听到他一直跟那些来拜拜的人说：天气很热，买包纸巾擦擦汗吧！可是都没人理他！好不容易有个妇女叫她的女儿去向他买些纸巾，那个女孩又好像很怕那样。我还听到那个乞丐讲，要多少包？自己拿没关系！如果要找钱自己从这里（他装钱的罐子）拿哦！可是那个女生好像听不懂的样子，还一直拿着一块钱像是要施舍给他的样子，看到我觉得很心酸！那个老乞丐不过是想赚点钱！还要给一个小孩子糟蹋！而且那个女孩不是游客哦！应该是住在附近的居民来拜拜。因为她的穿着告诉我她是个当地人。还有，那天的游客还满多的，就是没有人伸出援手。唉，只能说人世间是残酷的，是无情的~~感叹!

然后呢，讲完乞丐，讲一些去拜拜的过程咯！就原来那个孔子大厦没有开，所以我们有去拜文昌帝君。我看到原来拜文昌帝君是用葱来拜的哦！应该是要拿“葱”（聪）的音吧！就拜拜啦，希望今年啊考试什么的都很顺利，读什么都容易进脑~~zzz...这应该只是一种精神寄托吧！希望神可以帮帮我啦！然后拜完文昌帝君，我们当然有拜其他的神咯，好像观音，虎爷之类的。我现在才知道原来观音亭里面有放死人的牌位~~而且是超多的那种,很吓人呢！不过都没害过“他们”，就没什么好怕的啦！也是有拜拜下他们，希望他们早登极乐世界，阿弥陀佛！

呼，讲完了秒，讲些轻松的。之后我们去Popular书局逛逛，顺便看有什么书要买的。书我是看到一堆要买的啦，只不过一本都没有买得成，倒是在那里看到慧敏！就跟她谈天啦~哈拉一下。我们家跟她家还满有缘的，之后去Tesco时居然又遇见她爸妈和妹。原来她还在书店窝着不走咧！就这样了，掰咯！！

今天去拜拜~希望考试有好成绩！

觉得自己很好笑，明明就没什么读书，做复习,干吗还去祈求自己可以考到好成绩？！由拉奇是我有读书啦，只是我自知自己没有复习完全部课~所以今天我去孔子庙拜拜下咯。不写了要出发咯！掰啦~~

送给我朋友的蛋糕~~高兴吗？

哈哈，祝你生日快乐啦！

我想要在这里像一位朋友说生日快乐，因为今天是他的生日，但是我忘了送她礼物，真的很抱歉啦！不是故意忘记的，我明明昨天还记得的啊！（不过我想应该没有人会相信我讲的吧？？是真的啦！你们哪个人相信我啊~~）我觉得他还满可怜的，我在学校已经很少朋友了，没想到还有人比我的朋友数量还要少！没关系咯，最多我当他的朋友~如果没有朋友的话，我还是一直都在的啦！是不是很感人呢？如果你也要朋友的话都可以来找我哦！我现在正在征友，有兴趣的你请往下看：
姓名：jojo
年龄：不要问酱多~没听过年龄是所有女生的秘密吗？！（我已经告诉你我的性别了哦！）
这个活动到几时结束：不知道也！我一直都在你们身边啊！

有兴趣吗？有的话就放马来吧！再说一次，生日快乐！！！

一月一席谈~听我讲的准没错的啦

七月了。抱歉啦，对于那些我的部落格忠实读者的你，如果不习惯我忽然换成华语，只好向你们说一声：不好意思啦！
因为我真的想不到有些字的英文怎么讲~~已经到了超级词穷的地步了~~你知道的啦，我的英文，唉！想到就叹气！不要笑我的英文能力！虽然真的是很烂！我今天写是有件事要宣布：那就是我已经彻底的放下他了！耶~~虽然很不舍，但也已经决定放下了，你们应该也会支持我吧？不要问我他是谁，我不想再提起他，想要忘记就要干脆一点！即使目前我还做不到100%完全放下，但是好的开始就是成功的一半，你们说是吗？还有还有，我在过多一个星期就是PMR预考了，很怕又懒惰复习！像我这种人真的无药可救了。。。只好用这招了！
神啊！救救我吧！一个你目前最需要先给于帮助的人民！！救苦救难啊菩萨~~

不过话虽如此，我还是会多多努力的啦，不会让那些小人得逞！大家一起加油了！还有，你也要加油哦...暗恋不成还是有朋友可做吧！

mY FeeLingS 2dAy~~

Want to know my feelings? Just feel bad today, don't know why. Nothing to do, and feel sick. A friend said that had I got the H1N1?? Walao the mouth...Wants so long for me to get the virus ar? No lah just kidding. Haizz, now hor, my class got some people are in love...So good loh~~But all these things are not a must for us to have it. This Monday our school is having a trip to KL, is organised by History teachers gua...I think so la!But I'm not taking part, because you know la...The H1N1 ma...KL is so dangerous man!! hehe...very lazy to write more...maybe will stop writing blog for some time~dono wat to write! See ya...don't too miss me la! ^_^

June n0w~~

Now dono why la...Feel very lazy 2 blog liao. But someone wants 2 read me..said that she is very boring, so I write lo...hehe, I'm talking about you la! ^_^

Now is holiday la~~Yesterday I dreamed something special...So happy with the dream leh!!Don't ask what is it about, coz I'll never tell. But I can tell you that it is my dream that I want it 2 come true. If I can have only one wish, I want it 2 come true..muakss!Aiyo!!

Nice to c you in May...

Haizz...very fast hor. Now is oledi May liao. Just for some time we are goin' to sit 4 P.M.R....... argh! Don like this feel. ok, got something 2 tell u all. just to share my feelings wif you, and if can don't tell it 2 others, ok? thanks. Actually is nothing to say about that la, just feeling not happy. If they don like me, or even hate me, just tell me la! I will not follow them or do anything to them some more.They just like nothing happen, but just they talk among themselves only. But what about me? They don't think about people's feeling, just do what they like. And then say they have no friends la, nobody understands them la...something like that~~Just, don understand. They always say that they don't like someone in the class, but they will think for him/her first before arranging the works among the group. And me? haizz! No work! Just rest, and no need to do anything. Is that I want? About that I've already try my best in my whole life until now to stay for it. And hor, what I wonder about did they ever thinkthat I'm their friend is, they never tell me something. They just talk and talk, and if I don't ask, they will never tell me something.

Got something to ask you all. Do you ever tried that someone didn't talk to you almost 4 the whole day, just because something that was not causing by you? Yes, I just tried this the day while i was blogging now. And, this is not the first time , you know? Fortunately, I am not only have this ( don say how many la,guest urself lo~) friend/friends la, so i can still talk to the other friends lo...Think that i will die arh, if don't talk to u!

p/s : if unfortunately u are reading this and knowing that i'm talking about u, don't angry la,
because blog is my diary online. Anything that I feel that I need to share to people then I
will tell. Thanks to my god, i have blog. If not I may have to keep it in my heart until I die.
One more time, sorry for YOU la!!

Urghh..my results ahh~~

Haizz again...sorry for this repeated opening...really sad arhh!!!Because during I'm in the hospital, my exam results came out liao...and my friend said i got very bad results...u want to know? ok. BM-B..BI-ok la, still get 90...BC-haizzz..the worst!-C....SN-this one oso not good..-only B!!!!My friend said that my Science got many easy de I wrong...she plus some more: maybe is because you( I )are not feeling well during exams gua~So the results are bad...woohohoo...Only this i noe la..I really don want to know the coming results..very scared to give my parents for a look...especially me maths and Science arhhh!!!T.T

At hOmE nOw.....

Haizz...at last I reach home liao...I was in the hospital since last Thursday midnight, coz I had demam denggi leh...I was sent in the wad at 1 a.m. on Thursday,and during that tme I really feel scared u know?! Because when I went in the wad, it was midnight, and so the whole wad is quite dark and very quiet...And my bed is some more at the behind...yeeks!But the next day, I had changed my place from the 9th bed to the 1st bed,the nurse said like this they can watch me better worr~And after I became stable, they changed my place again to a room. I really like the room...Because it has toilet inside, and i don need to walk for so long time to go to toilet( don't you 4get, my place was the 1st bed b4 I changed to the room...), and the room is cooler, and more quiet than in front, bcoz all the visitors in the wad have to go through me 1st, and the television in front there was very noisy u know?! They switched on it at 6 a.m every morning, ang closed it at 11 p.m.!!But the tv is not opened 4 the whole day la...Although during in hospital I missed my home very much, but now I just missed my bed in the wad very much~~What am I doing har?At here I want to thank my friends that got visit me when I'm in wad..Thanks a lot ya! ^_^ But those that do not go n c me oso never mind la, I will not angry la~hehe...everyone got miss me ma?

hAte hIMMMMM!!!

Really, really, really sad. Can you understand my feel? My heart is already cold, and I cannot afford hurts any more...If can, I want to know how many days had I spent on him before today...Just think what a stupid or foolish am I! I was the only person who do all the things for him, and he didn't thank me, or just write more to me when replying my sms, only this also I will feel very happy for that day liao. Am I wrong? I just want to get some warm from him, and he just read my message and that's all. Last time, when his burbday was coming, 2 days b4 his birthdayI have started thinking what should I send to him to show that I'm just remember all about him. And when the day came, I woke up at 7 a.m, 7 a.m you know! And that day was a holiday leh! You can ask people who know me very much. During holidays, I will never never wake up so early at least 8.30 a.m. But, I woke up for him, just to send him the message I've think for so long time,and also be the first person that wish him happy birthday on that day...
But, all I get was only thank you.That's all.Can you feel my disappoint on that moment?Maybe, I don't have the chance to complaint, because, all of this is my own choice,isn't it?

2day XiEn loHH~~

Today so unfair loh...my school 2day got organise something like the praying contest lah, then all of the Malays can wear beautiful clothes to school. And...the Chinese and Indians?Yeah,I also feel bored when thought to here...about the Indians leh..I am not very sure, but all of us, the Chinese have to go to A makmal (for lower secondary de, but I 4got the name liao)and makmal kimia(for the higher secondary). Before that, my friends and I are at A makmal de, but the Form 1 and 2 de students are too many and the Form 3 de are not too many, so the teacher asked the Form 3 students go to the makmal kimia with the Form 4, 5 and 6. Haizz..u know wat we do there??? >>>We watched cartoons, and a dog movie.The cartoon=Kung Fu Panda, how boring it is, then no need to talk too much la, but I like the dog movie very very very much lehhh~~~The movie's name is Beverly Hills Chiwawa, and it's about how's an American Chiwawa's adventure in Mexico when getting lost with its dog-keeper when they're in a Mexico trip. The dog is soooo cute that I have an idea to rush to the pet shop and buy a Chiwawa to keep as pet leh..my friend also kidding to me lah, she asked me to throw away the four dogs in my house and keep a Chiwawa also..hehe..how dare she is horr...hehe..no lah~after I watch the movie, I promised to myself that I must be take good care of all my doggies..yoohoo~~doggie..^_^

i NeeD frEndZZ pls...

Haizz..I found that no matter where I go, just nobody wants to talk with me first.Everytime also I talk to them first de.I know maybe i'm a bit gila gila lah...but this always brings me a very uncomfortable feel leh~~ Then after I cannot bear it liao then I crush it here lo...Maybe I can never be one of them loh...they always 2gether and don bother me de, even though I'm just behind or just beside them! They just keep talking and talking among themselves and let me walking alone beside them. Today oso ma,becos today the same thing happens again then I cannot tahan oledi and so now I write mah~~I also scared that they wil know that i'm talking about themselves, but I just cannot bear this kind of things happen, even for just one more time!
So, if you know that I'm talking about you, please just be a little bit more, just a little bit kind and care for me, ok? Although sometime I will be a bit rude to you , it's just because I'm unhappy or nobody talked with me on that day. It's not that I don't like you ,ok?

hAppY bUrbDaY lorrr...

Haiyo don't ask who is the person la...But I know the person la...And the person's burbday is coming liao..but I don't have money to buy something for the person( I'm very poor de eh..u dono meh~~hehe)....so...just give the person a very very very true( ikhlas lah) de greeting loh...XP Wei!The person!When you receive my greeting please greet me back when my birthday is coming also oh!!! Hahaha..ok la, happy birthday lah~~

Don't boTHer iT...Let it fLieS aWay~

Last Friday, I went to the SCHOOL LIBRARY oh...and the teacher I mentioned last time had already like nothing was happen before it, and maybe she had 4get it oledi liao gua...She was really fault in that 'perkara' (hehe..4got perkara in English liao...^_^) mah~~probably she already knew that she was the wrong person, and then she pretend to be nothing happen before it...Haizz...hope nothing will happen anymore after this la~~

A secret has been known yesterday~~

Hahaha....yesterday we berjaya paksa hui fang to tell us her seCRet...hehehe~^0^ Is about her X-bf one la...all of us felt very surprised, and terkejut...kaka! We have forced her to tell us since last year, and min erl just guest a few times then got oledi leh...so 'geng' de~We never guest that be4 ,coz we don'tt blieve tat she could like him!!!Haiyo...

Haha...Really relax...

Haizz...feel so pity for my sisters and bro...they still haven't exam yet, and their exams are on this Tuesday...And my uncle comes back, and his son's favourite person ( that's my bro loh..^^) cannot play with him liao...how pityful they are! And now, I am the person that no need to study, and just watching tv, surfing internet...wao! So nice leh~I like this kind of life...

FriEnDs 4eVa oRhh my FriendSS!

Hai...now I know what is the feel of having someone that can talk 2gether, no need to be carefully when talking and scared to say something wrong accidently...But there's a little bit that i dislike loh, is sometimes they will also talk like do not feel that i am also beside them. Sometimes they will talk among themselves and don't talk to me at all u know? But now this is not easy to see liao la, because...I also become one of their members liao mah! hehe...it feels so good, to be here with you, oh! If the person is also in my school, then all willbe so good and everything is the best for me, IF the person is here only la!hohoho...Think wat I say la~~

Everyone who is helpful and kind MUST READ THIS, please!!!

26.2.2009( Thursday) Mood>> very bad laa!

Today really so angry u know?! Just when today's recess time, i went to pulangkan the Geografi b0ok I borrowed last Thursday. But it's nothing wrong rite? Today is Thursday ma, a person can borrow a book onli 4 one week in my school right? And then i went to the teacher and wanted to pulangkan tat book loh!But hor, the teacher said that this book should be given back since last year! And she asked y i didn't pulangkan the book??I tried many times to xplain, and this was the 1st time i borrow this book !She asked me to tell the truth or she'll tahan my PMR sijil then.And the truth is, I am borrowing this book only from last Thursday!But she don't believe me AT ALL ! Walao, wat a fool she is! What is wrong with me, and also my PMR sijil!So, at last, I asked her, should i pay for it, although it's really not my fault??She seem to be a bit happy, and said it costs about RM7x.xx! Ask her to pay herself la!Does she think that students that borrow books from the library must be veryx1000 poor, and don't have money to buy any revision boks that they have to STEAL from the school library?!!Excuse me, if I really want to take the book, am I such a stupid to come back to the library to give back the book so that I can listen to her scolding? Am I so stupid or a fool or...?Tell me, please!

It's vEry HarD 4 me 2 4GeT u...u KnoW ma??

Haizz..this is oledi not the 1st time i talk about this person. I really hate 'it', but I also like'it', and i lkie it even more than I hate 'it'. Ok la, it's a guy la, and i like him 4 some time oledi. Mayb it's not a very long time, but this is my 1st experience 4 liking a person for such a long time loh! As u are reading this and reached here, hope u all the readers would not tell him if u can guest who he is. Promise,Ok? If not I should not tell anymore about him oledi at here. And, lastly, I hope he and I can get 8A in PMR lo...Give him my best wishes!

wAlao tIme iS fLyinG....

The time is really FLYING away....so fast man...I feel like i am still form 2 la this year...but onli a bit more time, i am going to have PMR...haiz..that day i've just talked to a friend who had straight A in his/her (don want tell u the person is a guy or gal, haha!Guest urselves la!)PMR last year..congrates!Although it's a bit slow..(is last year's thing oledi ok?!)...And...at here I want to wish all of us in 3 Arif,3 Bestari and oso my friends in PSSS can get straight A in PMR ok?